第36章 爱在不言不语中 (7)
Since the day he became a part of me， I have tried to prepare us both for this separation. Right or wrong， almost everything I' ve ever done has been wrapped up in readying him to be without me， and now I' m scared to death. Now I can only trust his future to the past， but that look had to be a good sign. I' ve told him that I love him every day， two， three or 12 times a day， for 14 years now. He usually says it back. It' s become a habit. May it last. May it protect him when I can' t.